It's been a while since I made a new post, but I havent been feeling very inspired lately... And you would think that since that wonderful holidays spirit is everywhere there is no better time to feel inspired. This is the first time I stopped to think about it, and I'm pretty sure the reason i'm feeling so down is that my family isnt here.
Last year around this time my Christmas tree had so many presents under it, I would be playing Christmas songs all the time, shopping with my mom until late at night, buying new clothe for our Christmas party, baking delicious cookies, staying up late watching movies with my sisters....
This year, I have no Christmas tree up, Presents arent wrapped, No songs, baking, movies, or shopping and it honestly does NOT feel like Christmas is this weekend. It just feels like another week is going by.
As I'm writing this, I'm holding my tears from running down my face, and taking deep breaths in between commas. If you have had to go through this, you know exactly how it feels.
Anyways... Sorry for the sad post, I havent had a chance to get that all off my chest.
A few pictures from our Christmas Last year...
With my mommy and sisters
My sisi's (I had something wrong with my eye all day)
With a few of my cousins
My mommy with the hubs and his family
My sisi with the Renan (Hubby)
Christmas Day we always go back or sometimes just sleep over my grandmas house, and have left overs for breakfast and lunch! hahah
I really hope this is the first and last year I ever have to spend my Chirstmas without my mom dad and sisters!