A trip to last years Christmas

Hi LOVELIES!!!

It's been a while since I made a new post, but I havent been feeling very inspired lately... And you would think that since that wonderful holidays spirit is everywhere there is no better time to feel inspired. This is the first time I stopped to think about it, and I'm pretty sure the reason i'm feeling so down is that my family isnt here.

Last year around this time my Christmas tree had so many presents under it, I would be playing Christmas songs all the time, shopping with my mom until late at night, buying new clothe for our Christmas party, baking delicious cookies, staying up late watching movies with my sisters....

This year, I have no Christmas tree up, Presents arent wrapped, No songs, baking, movies, or shopping and it honestly does NOT feel like Christmas is this weekend. It just feels like another week is going by.

As I'm writing this, I'm holding my tears from running down my face, and taking deep breaths in between commas. If you have had to go through this, you know exactly how it feels.

Anyways... Sorry for the sad post, I havent had a chance to get that all off my chest.

A few pictures from our Christmas Last year...


With my mommy and sisters

My sisi's (I had something wrong with my eye all day)

With a few of my cousins

My mommy with the hubs and his family

My sisi with the Renan (Hubby)

Christmas Day we always go back or sometimes just sleep over my grandmas house, and have left overs for breakfast and lunch! hahah

 I really hope this is the first and last year I ever have to spend my Chirstmas without my mom dad and sisters!


13 comments

  1. aw love!
    this is the part where i want to hug you
    really tight! ... i know what you are feeling
    right now .. I HATE HOLIDAYS! why? you are
    supposed to feel happy .. and this and that
    and i always feel empty .... i wish i was in
    Argentina .. i don't like spending xmas and
    new years here ...its boring .. i don't have
    all my family together .. and Sebastian
    is not here yet. I feel like a whole part
    of me is missing. No little cousins opening
    the gifts ... no fire works .. no people
    in the streets with the music to the max..
    i miss all that! .....but you gotta hang in
    there love .. try to enjoy it and make the
    best out of it :) besitos cami!

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  2. CAB! <3 well atleast all thats missing for a perfect Christmass there is just us, but here?! No cookies, a diff side of the family, no nice cold weather, no real christmas tree, no music, no decoration! and i could go on.. It dosent feel like Christmas at all :/ miss you and love CAB <3

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  3. Sweet pictures. I'm sorry your missing your family. Next year!!

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  4. Your girls are all so gorgeous. I love that you get dressed up for Christmas. That is tough to not be with your family during this time of year, hopefully you will next year :)

    Whitney

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  5. I'm sorry your missing your family! Hopefully next year you will all get to be together!

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  6. Aww, im sorry you're missing you family my dear... <3 <3

    In our sea of love

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    i did it and it was really fun :)
    let me know if you end up doing it
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    xoxo
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  8. Ohhhh I wish I could give you a giant hug, Camylla. I hope you can make your own special Christmas and the spirit washes over you!!
    xo

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